A HAPPY ANXIETY ATTACK?

Good afternoon

Well, endured another night of a horrible migraine, which means only one thing… “Monthly Gift!” 

Now that I got that bit of awkwardness out of the way, just thought I come on here and talk about how comfortable I’m getting in my new class.

So, my instructor asked me questions regarding the topic of race in America and the Black Lives Matter movement. I was a little nervous when I first read the response yesterday because I wasn’t sure how to approach answering the post, let alone making sure that I was making sense answering those questions. As time went on, I thought it’s best to just answer based on what I’ve witnessed and my personal opinion. 

I think I made myself so nervous, that I became ill a little bit. Idk if it was nerves or a combination of what I had for breakfast. I think it was breakfast this morning, it happened so fast. I know, too much information but that’s what was going through my head at the time.

After expressing, finding the right words, and using Grammarly for an hour, I replied back to my instructor. I hope I gave him a good answer and didn’t come across angry, upset, or anything out of the ordinary. It felt good to answer those questions though. I didn’t think I have the courage enough to answer those questions, but I did it. It felt good, to just take that leap and go for it. I really don’t have conversations like that with others, I would like to have more of them with my colleagues, especially at work. But I don’t know how to approach that one yet. It may take me some time. 

Still waiting on my grades from my last class. I forgot, we all did a video project, and it was probably like 30 or more of us in the class, so it will be a while before I hear anything. I just hope I did ok. Wow, all this anxiety, I think I’m going to take a break from looking at my screen and watch something funny. It is Sunday, so Disney classics??? Yes, please.

Anyway, I’ll be back to check in with you all!

Until next time…

❤️

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